Life is verb. If we never did anything, we wouldn't be anybody.

Thank you for any response.  There is nothing wrong in my life. It's all about what we choose and thinking, once you understood thing can go well. You feel that was life. No reason, rule......etc.  This is my bottom line to support myself to give someone else my true heart.  Even there is no response and I will respect that.  Why the love is so hard in this modern century?  And even you want to give to them, they may not accept, or it's just not suitable.