Who will be your owner? Only yourself. When will be good time to change , you never to know. It's no real schedule in your heart.
The only way you can do that just face it, don't run away. Listen to your heart, whatever you will get hurt or not, just take it. It's always been a
good "alive educated" for you, also free, don't you think so? I will say thank to many people that how they treat me.